Done with procastrination

i have put it off long enough.......done with zoning off.........done with procrastination...
strangely i feel it nw whn i m so down and dejected , gt a tear on my cheek bt hope in my eyes coz i still hav d breath of life between my lips....so much to do, so much lost bt if i dn't make up for it nw, i nvr will ........dn't want my regrets to plague my life bt being able to look back with both joys and tears on a life well spent....... cn't b sure bt d nxt one u see;)

strange tht i craved anonymity whn i tht off making my thts public bt still cldn't let go off d feeling to make a good impression......on whom?. i dunno...reflects upon my vain weakness, the desire to be appreciated no matter who is bestowing nor who is getting d praise......human nature, i guess or maybe my more sinister side, i can't be sure.....
having said so , i find great relief in knowing it doesn't bother me anhymore, i hav finally succeeded in breaking one of the links of shackles tht keep me entrapd, can't wait to do away with the whole thing, it may be of my own making bt d bonds tht hold it 2gther are my own too.