In what feels like a long long lifespan of 2 decades , i've come to realize i've a pretty magnetic personality ..seems like every knife in the vicinity is attracted to my back..
At every corner that i've turned i have found people seemingly honest, jovial, likable but quintessentially two faced and self-serving.....for all their tall tales and promises of everafter, i have repeatedly found myself stranded in the middle of nowhere clutching at severed heartstring, shaking my head at the ignominy of being duped yet again into trusting the untrustworthy..
but trust i must again and again, have my heart broken again and again ...for i cannot bear the thought of traversing the miles with just my mirages for company...i'd rather they have a more solid form even though both have just as shaky foundation
I am not being high and mighty, i probably have more than my enough share of faults.... and apparently i am the dead weight that should be cut lost at first signs of trouble.
I have come to understand the ways of the world, but that doesn't mean it hurts any less...
Me and My aching back have each other for company now and forever...held together by skin and sinew....until that is the gaping holes tear us apart............
At every corner that i've turned i have found people seemingly honest, jovial, likable but quintessentially two faced and self-serving.....for all their tall tales and promises of everafter, i have repeatedly found myself stranded in the middle of nowhere clutching at severed heartstring, shaking my head at the ignominy of being duped yet again into trusting the untrustworthy..
but trust i must again and again, have my heart broken again and again ...for i cannot bear the thought of traversing the miles with just my mirages for company...i'd rather they have a more solid form even though both have just as shaky foundation
I am not being high and mighty, i probably have more than my enough share of faults.... and apparently i am the dead weight that should be cut lost at first signs of trouble.
I have come to understand the ways of the world, but that doesn't mean it hurts any less...
Me and My aching back have each other for company now and forever...held together by skin and sinew....until that is the gaping holes tear us apart............
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